Ayesha (the girl the friend)

Ayesha, a girl, a woman, she is still a child
A shy little kitten and yet so wild
She is the one closest, she thinks she is at bay
I smile at god & life when i see her at play
A saggitarius, no, i think she's a capricorn
She is the only Rose, the one without a thorn
She picked me up again, so deep i had fallen
The one to find hope ,when everything was stolen
I don't yet, i know i won't, know what i feel for you
Is it a thing i did before, is it something new?
It is platonic but i can say that i do love you
She is the one, the only one who rightly fits my shoe
Cherry lips & sugar dipped, she is a chocolate cake
A requeim, a beautiful dream, the one, when i am awake
I spoke to her & now the sun, has quickly dropped away
She has become the brightest sky, why is it turning grey
So you think you aren't loved, but that's another case
We all do it, we do it all, its just another phase
I touch her picture inside of me, i do taste her smile
The scent of comfort,that she is, let me wear you for a while
My toxic drink at all my nights, mornings she is the hangover
She does pretend she doesn't know but its too far from over
It must be me & my mistakes, i wish to say 'sorry'
A fairytale you have become, a part of my story
To be the friends lets do again, have another fight
And for you i may be wrong but for me you are right
She is alone and now she wants to take a lonely leave
But i need her, i always will, will she ever believe
Will you in time, My Ayesha, let me borrow your pain
There are many you took away, they should'nt be in vain