Its always okie

Its okie to have feelings
Its okie to gaze at the ceiling
The world still goes round
What's been lost was never found
Its okie to have feelings
The past keeps always reeling.
Sorry, i am, i keep blaming you
We were never one , were always two
I'll live by what, you've got me shown,
I make that promise, a vow unto my own
Its okie to have feelings
A nightmare, what i was dreaming
When you needed me i had thought
Twas a battle being fairly fought.
So distant, yet ,never so far
In my mind and always at war
I don't know if i was cheated & used,
Would you tell me if i was raped & abused.
What had lived was a far far-cry
I won't believe that you didnt try.
Its okie to have feelings
Its the scar now always bleeding.
I took you as a friend
I'll do that till the end
I'd built a hut for you to play
What's left now, is just dried clay
Did it happen on time was was it too late
If you hate me, deliver into my fate.
When i got nothing, twas one & all
When i gave everything , twas nothing at all.
Its okie to have feelings
No heart's worth stealing
From you i've walked, not a single mile
For me, i know , it would take a little while.
I wish somehow , i was just like you
So easily bored yet easily amused.
Its okie to be mean, i mean being selfish
Just another pisces but not another fish.
It was calm water and then it turned so cold
My heart ash-burnt , my soul forever sold.
There's something much deeper & something so steep
You didnt ever see it, you didnt ever peep
Its okie to have feelings
It can't get more appealing.
You never knew it, you were never clued
When the love was killed, i had been subdued.
From you & i , we try to stay away
Where have i got what can i say
What's left now is a mess
Atleast this, a big success
I dont cherish what i have got
You crossed the way like i had thought
It's not just a feeling, a reminiscence of some
Just know you're still welcome,But don't ever come!